Life: In a new turn!!

Hey Pals!!....So, m here again in my digital world with my new blog-post:):) n hopefully I will try my level best to be active here.

Well well well...a lots of things changed since 12th Apr.(my last blog-post)..Finally I become an engineer, left the college with some winsome achievements. Life took a new turn with some heart breaking consequences to some most enjoyable and unforgettable moments.Signature Day to the last day of college life, when I got gold medal for my project: enjoyed the college life in a rocking manner...:):P

Life's an omnibus of blind turns. Life can be extremely challenging sometimes and sometimes it can bring you down with a clonk. A clonk much louder than you expected. 

I have realized a lot of things lately. I realized that i had reached a comfort zone regarding myself as a human being. But, may be not we all? We all think that after sometime we all find what we really are. But i found that life took us to the blind turns and this is not the case at all. Sometimes we react in a way we never thought would have been possible to us, Sometimes we see things in a way we never thought possible and it;s time to discover yourself.

It is the time to wake up. A recent incident in my life has left me with this one thought. i have to rediscover myself again. too often we are very busy to make the one's around us happy 'coz their happiness gives us happiness. But what happens when those loving one are quite busy with their little success and even throw some harsh words to insult you? What do you do then? You break into a million pieces and see why it happened the way it did. I have realized that i spend my too much time trying to make them happy and when they didn't care either way, I was the one who dealt with harsh blow. This is the worst thing i felt ever and quailed. So much negativity surrounds me.

It is time for me to be alone with myself and see what really makes me RAMESH. It's time for me to understand my needs and my dreams instead of that shattered dreams I built with others. It is time for me to ask a question to myself where's that Ramesh who is quite optimistic and never loose hope?..It is time for me to rediscover myself  and not worrying about those crap.It is time for me to face the blind turns of life.

Sometimes in life, God is in the mood to play with you..But I just want to say God, "Oh dear almighty God! I knew that you are taking exam of my patience. Hopefully I will pass this exam and I am having complete faith on you. I will definitely cross this hurdle. One day you'll get bored to play with my segment and move on to other."

I will finally get what I want, may be in New Year:)..Today The decade has come to an end.. An awesome decade for me...I passed school, took admission in college, enjoyed every moments of life, learned to smile in worst situation..from crush to true love, downfalls to achievements, worst to best..in many wayz this decade is awesome for me..

I got d treasure of gud frnz who will remain wd me:)...lost sum1 very special(may be not completely)..some dreams come true, some are in d line:P..hats off to this grt decade for making mah life so b'ful whr i learned to smile n njoy each n evry moment of life...miss u a grt decade:(

May this new turn of life makes everyone happy:)

-Ramesh